double jeopardy....
she invites me to an event.... eye smile and say eye will try to make it.... all the while knowing that eye will not....
what does that make me.... a hypocrite.... a phony.... a something.... that is for sure.... maybe the lucifer in me is starting to come back....
her husband is an actor.... apparently.... so is she....
lucifer ONLY decieves a deciever.... maybe the lucifer in me is starting to return....
you see.... her world put me in a box.... locked me away in a box.... what for.... for trying to fix thier house....
eye tried to turn people against the owners.... eye tried to turn thier enforcer against them.... smoss.... doss.... loss.... cross.... whose name rhymes with all of these....
and.... they put me in a box for it....
you see.... eye only let people hurt me.... if they need to pay.... for what they did to someone else....
you see.... because of double jeopardy.... you cannot try someone twice.... eye came to their house.... after the trial.... eye insisted on another.... and.... that stupid double jeopardy rule.... protected those bastards....
so.... eye let them imprison me.... so they could pay for their crimes against me.... when.... really.... eye am making them pay for thier crimes against her....
you see.... there is not enough rain.... to wipe away all of the sins in that house.... there is not enough wind.... to rip the nails out of the past in that house.... so.... that house needs to be.... blown away.... and.... eye am just the man to do it.... eye am just the boy to do it....
eye thought.... when the angel got let go.... she might see things differently.... eye thought she might do the right thing....
but.... she showed me.... at an event that the house was holding.... that she was FIRMLY on their side....
so.... now.... she is putting me in double jeopardy.... come to her event.... and.... look like a fucking stalker.... or.... do not come.... and.... look like a liar.... eye choose liar.... eye choose free will.... what does she choose....
you see.... eye told you.... eye would stand against all the wrongs that happened to everyone but me.... eye let them put me in a box.... so that they could pay for ALL of thier other sins.... so that they could pay for EVERYONE else they harmed along the way.... that house WILL be blown away.... and.... she will NOT stand between me and them.... she had better not stand between me and them.... that house IS being blown away.... their fate HAS already been decided.... and.... there is NOTHING she can do to stop it....
eye acted like eye wanted her.... in order to flush her out.... and.... it worked like a charm.... she tried to set me up.... she is trying to set me up now.... it worked like a charm.... eye now KNOW which side she is on.... she KNOWS all the sins in that house.... she is free.... now it is HER turn to stand up for what is right.... now it is her turn to stand up for EVERYONE who was wronged in that house but her....
she is their angel.... she has lived a charmed life.... the sins of that house NEVER touched her.... that does NOT make it ok....
eye do NOT give a fuck about her.... eye may have PRETENDED to want her.... while in thier world....
but.... eye do NOT give a fuck about her now.... this is who eye care about.... the young lady whose beautiful voice is in the beginning and end of.... budding trees.... the tortured soul from the beginning of this song.... it is the tortured soul that eye love.... not the prom queen.... not the angel living a charmed life.... who NEVER stood up for anything....
ask her.... ask the angel.... why this sweet young lady.... with the beautiful voice.... has to pull the shades down tight.... why she smiles when the pain comes.... because.... the pain is the only thing that makes everything alright.... why..... she talks to angels.... and.... the angels never did SHIT for her.... NEVER....
she keeps my hair.... and.... the cross is for me.... the one she has not met.... not yet.... actually.... that is a lie.... we did meet.... our paths did cross.... for a very short time.... and.... she told me.... you always leave me.... not this time.... this time.... eye will not leave her.... and.... one day.... our paths will cross again.... once justice has been served....
everyone THINKS that eye am driving a.... stolen car.... but.... eye am not.... zeus GAVE this car to me.... by mistake.... and.... eye AM going to stand for EVERY known abuse that was done to anyone but me....
what will the angel do.... will she FINALLY stand for every fucking abuse that happened in her old world.... she IS free.... she IS safe.... what will she do now.... will she FINALLY stand for every known abuse that happened in her old world....
eye might have broken the line that loves angels drew for me.... but.... every line STILL speaks the language of love.... think of what eye am doing now.... like a line.... a thread that has NO end.... eye might not be working for loves angels anymore.... after all.... they wanted to live in heaven on earth.... and.... let the rest of you suffer all around them.... the jealousy WOULD have consumed them.... eye did them a favor.... by breaking their line.... and.... with every line.... eye am STILL giving you.... all of my love....
eye do NOT want you to suffer.... forever.... eye do not want you.... eye do NOT want anyone who has been good.... waiting in vain.... which is why.... eye gave every single one of you.... a piece of me.... so.... when you are way down on my line.... you will not suffer.... you will see a PIECE of me.... in everyone around you.... AFTER.... eye help you unfold your love.... while my guitar gently weeps....
and.... will someone tell me.... why.... eye hate kate.... its.... always something.... its always better when eye am with budding trees.... but.... what the fuck did kate do....