eye NEED to shut my eyes....

today is....  april fifteenth....

today....  she says....  shut your eyes....  brian....

today....  she wants me to....  lock her in....  

is she on board with my plan....  will she let malory be my legs....  will she let tangerine be my hands....  does she agree to my plan....  of....  sharing all this with the world....  of making people face their sins....  of letting me die....  of setting me free....  so eye can set EVERYONE free....  break the chains of love....  

IF....  she agrees to those things....  then....  by all means....  shut my eyes....  lock her in....  eye NEED my snow patrol....  

eye WISH eye could remeembrer yoo....  from maggies farm....  but....  eye cannot....  all eye know....  is....  you SEEM sweet right now....  REALLY SWEET....  and....  eye love your smile....  

UNLESS....  she wants to be on my wall....  that spot is RESERVED for paris....  if she is on my wall....  CRASH MY FUCKING CAR....  ONLY....  paris belongs on my wall....  

it is time to shut my eyes....