eye NEED lucy....

today is....  april fifteenth....

today....  she is calling your name....  lucy....  SOUL SISTER....  not the barists....  

eye need....  lucy....  my....  SOUL SISTER....  in my mind....  not the barista who works at mcguckin coffee house....

eye WANT you to shine on me....

you can....  shine on me....  for....  dan auerbach....

or....

you can....  let your honesty....  shine on me....  because....  eye am....  the only living boy in new york....

or....

heaven....  you can let your light....  shine....  down....  for this....  collective soul....  of mine....

did you know....  even you....  cannot help me now....  and....  it is funny....  how a word might save your life....  and....  eye am saying a lot right now....

and....

did you know....  eye am....  dead inside....  and....  light ONLY shines on those who share....  and....  eye am sharing a lot right now....

today is....  april eleventh....

today....  she wants you to....  shine on me....  for....  dan auerbach....   

eye NEED to stay inside....

today is....  february eighth....

put this on my wall today....

she says....  you are taking me out....

eye NEED to stay in the world....  eye NEED to stay in the basement....  eye NEED to stay in the dark room....

take the hyphal form again;... lucy....

start swerving....  lucy....

so that they CANNOT get me through the door....  so that they CANNOT get me through the gates....

she says....  you need to put....  the weight....  you need to put....  the laad....  right on me....  

she also says....  eye need a.... brick....  

so....  you see....  eye caught ALL of the signs....  

now....  was the going out thing a trick....  to keep me from giving things away....  

or....

are my angels and shadows....  giving away the weight....  so that they can lift me up....

and....

a black lady....  warns me....  eye cannot get out of the bathroom....  without someone taking something....  is what was implied....  

now....  can eye trust the black lady....  now that eye am talking about temporarily assigning a black man to the universe....

or....

it is IMPOSSIBLE for me to break the bond....  between zeus and blacks....  they are the ones negotiating for the world control for zeus....  so....  eye think it is IMPOSSIBLE for me to get her on my side....  because....  well....  the black thing....  the race thing....  the blood thing....  blacks STICK together....  obama proved that....  he is fucking douchebag....  and....  he got NINETY percent of the black vote....  so....  no matter how much of a monster....  their leader is....  they are going to follow him....  and....  we are talking HIGH level soldiers here....  another bond that is almost impossible to break....

and....

the lady who quote unquote warned me....   that you are taking me out....  she is a fat cell.... so....  can eye trust her....  the fat cells....  have INSISTED on sticking together....  no matter how WRONG their leaders are....  eye do NOT see this lady getting on a treadmill....  eye do NOT see this lady walking....  so....  eye do NOT trust her either....  

OR....

does she want to become a fat cell in the body of christ....  would she like to replace cashew bitch....  done....  if you were helping me....  and....  you tell me you WILL workout....  you will do YOUR part to help the rest of the body of christ heal....  then...  done....  you are in....  all eye am asking right now....  is that you walk a little bit each day....  maybe take a walk with me....  half a hour....  each day....  for now....  tell me that you will....  and....  you are in....  she is out....  yes....  moon....  eye CAN decide what stays and what fades away....

so....

new rule....  ONLY....  the roses....  ONLY....  my chosen ones....  can give thiings away....  ONLY....  people on MY side....  can give things away....  eye also want it to go to the right people anyway....  so....  eye should have made that rule in the first place....  

and....

rather than ask for weight or a brick....  

eye am going to take ANOTHER option....  only allow ROSES to give things away....  they will keep me down....  and.... the will give it to the RIGHT people....  

and....

as eye give things away....  let go of just the right amount of angels....  to keep them from lifting me up....  do you got that lucy....  as they give away things....  let go of the right amount of angels....  to MAINTAIN my current height....  or....  even let me down....  SLOWLY.....  IF....  there is solid ground below me....  and....  no doors or gates....  OR....  maintain my height....  IF....  they are lifing me up....  and....  there is NO ground below me....  

did EVERYONE get my instructions....  can EVERYONE follow my instructions....

you do NOT seem to follow any of my instructions anyway....  how is this game fair....  if you do NOT follow my instructions....

as eye take things from the fat cats....  as eye did today....  give it to the needy....  give it to the roses....  give it to good people....  give it to deserving people....  the first person....  seemed deserving to me....  eye am NOT so sure about the second person....

and....

how am eye levitating....  if eye am only giving away....  what they just gave me....  if eye give away what they just gave me....  it is NET neutral....  eye should NOT be falling or elevating....

and.... 

how about one more thing....  ONLY....  give it to peeple....  who know my ENTIRE plan....  and....  they are behind me....  one hundred percent....  eye do NOT want to arm the enemy....  eye do NOT want to arm EVIL shits.... 

and....

how about you give it to insiders AND outsiders....  EQUALLY....

can you do all of that....

eye TOLD you that....  eye was damn good at this....  IF....  you follow my instructions....  we WILL all be alright....

one last instruction....  lucy....  IF....  they atart to take me out....  out of the world....  even....  out ot the basement....  even....  out of the dark room....  as soon as eye start to pass through the door....  BOOM!!!!  blow the fucking world up....  that should seal the deal....  they all KNOW we are in charge of the bombs....  so....  let them try to fuck with me....  let the try to fuck with us....  and....  if we are going to crash....  BOOM!!!! blow the fucking world up....  do NOT let these nigges out to rape and pillage....  

now....  that shousl keep us all safe....

why do eye have to continually teach you how you were always SUPPOSED to play this game....  if you do NOT agree with me....  you should stop helpimg me....  that is ONE thing....  but;...  to decieve a player....  that IS evil....  that IS wrong;...  and....  that IS the type of behavior...  that WILL get you kicked OUT of the world of worlds....

and....  what the fuck....  someone just told me...  what eye am doing....  is NOT right....  where the fuck were you...  to declare something was wrong....  when eye was being enslaved by seventeen teams....  for thousands of years....  where the fuck were you....  when lucifer was being tormented....  when lucifers world was STOLEN from him....  where the fuck were you....  when people were being raped and murdered and tortured....  where the fuck were you....  when....  white god....  took away everyones FREE FUCKING WILL....  where were were you....  when white god abandoned a third of his children and turned them into fucking monsters....  where were you....  when they created this wicked ass game....  and....  taught everyone that lying and stealing and cheating....  was the way to make a living....  where were you....  when thousands of worlds were being stolen....  where were you....  when teams devised ways to FORCE people to be their quarterbacks....  when they devised ways to CONTROL poeple....  where were you....  when the dykes of the NOT so gentle race....  decided to tell people that they were the wrong sex....  when they were not....  when they encouraged people to have HORRIFIC sex change surgeries....  when they KNEW that people could simply have been reborn....  all.to promote their fucked up agenda to STEAL this world....  where have you been....  while....  with each iteration of this fucked up game....  THE HUMANS SUFFER....  where were you....  when they decided to treat the huans....  like the artifical intellegence in westwrold....  where were you....  when the outsiders would NOT give the insiders second life....  where were you....  when they devised ways to make humans suffer....  then gave them diseases....  they created UNHEALTHY societies....  in order to keep the humans asleep....  where were were you....  every time the game ended....  and....  the immortals TORMENTED the humans.... where were you....  when mother nature was....  tearing families....  tearing tribes....  tearing lives....  apart....  where were you....  when she took an entire tribe away from a beautiful young girl....  because she was jealous....   where were you....  when zeus enslaved the shadows....  where were you....  when the sun burnt her soldier alive....  where were you....  when the devil burned off peoples legs....  

you NEED to look yourself in the mirror....  buddy....  and....  ask yourself....  how did my value system....  get SO fucked up....

NOW YOU ARE UPSET....  because....  eye am FORCING people to face justice for thier actions....  because....  eye am FORCING people to look at themselves in the mirror....  because eye am putting a STOP to all of this evil shit....  NOW....  you are upset....  REALLY....  dude....  you are upset because EVIL shits are having to face justice....  but....  you were NOT upset....  when innocent people were being enslaved and tortured and raped and murdered and suffering....  INNOCENT PEOPLE....  where was your anger then....  WAKE THE FUCK UP DUDE....

oh....  you are saying....  giving MY money away....  to good people....  is NOT right....   because....  she says....  eye have  been working soooooo long....  ya....  but....  who have you been working for....  MONSTERS....  EVIL FUCKIONG MONSTERS....  you have been working AGAINST me....  AND....  eye TRIED to reason with you....  over and over and over and over and over.....  eye offered you a payout.....  and....  you bitches fought me....  to your dying day....  you fought me....  you LIED about me....  you made me pay for a sin that eye did NOT commit....  over and over and over and over....  you HARRASSED me....  sticking the NASTIEST people in my face....  over and over and over and over....  you MADE your choice....  you CHOSE evil over me....  now....  eye AM giving it ALL away....  and....  eye am replacing you....  do NOT ask ANYONE to feel sorry for you bitches....  you are GREEEEDY SELFISH MONSTERS....  all of youi....   you KNOW eye am your maker....  and....  yet....  you STILL chose to do all of that EVIL shit to me....  

hey....  the sea....  what about you....  do you want to replace....  the riled up bitch with a victim complex....  you have helped me....  at least twice now....  you MIGHT be right about the humidifier....  eye am looking into it....  all you have to do....  is tell me you will do your part....  you will workout....  a little bit each day....  and....  the job is yours....  you can replace the riled up bitch with the victim complex....

eye NEED an empty world....

she tells me....  eye have a small cookie....  eye want an EMPTY cookie....  eye need an EMPTY cookie....