eye NEED to set my soldier free....

today is....  april twelvth...

eye do NOT have a mamma....  eye have no roots....  

but....  the original lucifer....  has a mama....  and....  she is a candidate for my FUTURE mama....

so....  future mama....  lucifers mama....  will you come to me....  

she wants you to set my soldier free....

she wants you to set lucy free....  so....  she can protect this world....

will you....  shine my diamond ring....  will you....  set my soldier free....  and....  keep my baby from the cold....

it is cold and dark in my soul....  eye need someone to let her out....  eye need someone to let my soul sister out of her cage....  

eye need someone to let my soul sister....  my divine feminine....  out of her cage....  eye need someone....  to....  awake my soul....  

eye AM trying to find MY womanly side....

eye need her to take over my mind....  eye need her to set ME free....  

eye need to die....  eye need to be braindead....  she is the ONLY one that can do that for me....

and....

lucifers mother....  the original lucifers mother....  you MIGHT be the only one who can set her free....  

eye do NOT want you as my moon....  eye only want you to set my soul sister free....  

eye NEED to drive....

today is....  april eleventh....

eye need to....  drive.... my....  incubus....

lately....  eye am beginning to find....  that eye should be the one behind the wheel....

eye need to be the one behind the wheel right now....

take the wheel away from these mother fuckers....

eye NEED my soul sister....

today is....  april sixth....  

SHE....  is trying to wake up my soul....  she wants my soul sister to join us today....  

eye need my soul sister....  and....  her sweet moonbeam....  

eye need her to blow my mind....  

today....  eye need you to....  awake my soul....

eye need my....  soul sister....  to return to my mind....  twice today....

be careful....  be very very careful....

she used to be lucifer....  she used to be....  superman....  do you REALLY want to be inside my mind....  when my soul returns to my mind....  she WILL beat you to death to teach you a fucking lesson....

lucifer is now lucy....  lost in the....  city of angels....  she was NEVER there....  just MY ghost....  now....  she is MY spirit....  she is MY ghost....  she is my the divine feminine within me....  she is seventeen....  and....  she IS looking for a fight....

somebody told me....  that you had a boyfriend....  that looks like a girlfriend.....  that eye have today....

and....  now....

eye am....  doing time....  watch out for my sister....  because....  we have this relationship....  eye love her so bad....  but she treats me like shit....  eye am here to tell you....  she is evil....  scandolous and evil....  most definitely....  the tension....  it is getting hotter....  eye would like to hold her head under water....

so....  the question on everyones mind....  must be....  can eye manager her....  if you let her take control of my mind....  will eye be able to manager her....  well....  there is only ONE way to find out....  let her out....  let her have my mind....

then....  the next question is....  am EYE playing a role....  OR....  was LUCIFER playing a role....  which is why....  eye have told you....  over and over and over again....  keep your bombs....  so....  if lucifer takes over....  if evil takes over....  you can blow the world up....  and....  start over....  right now....  you have me contained to one world....  right now....  the walls have NOT come down....   what is the risk....  of letting her into my mind....  IF....  you have done as eye have told....  and....  she controls me....  instead....  of me controlling her....  what have you lost....  you have lost a day....  WELL....  unless eye have dismatled the reset button....  then....  this ends here....  one way....  or....  another....  this ends here....

it might help....  if you told me....  who made what songs....  did lucifer make....  to leave something behind.... OR....  did love make....  to leave something behind....

it would make sense to me....  that....  my ghost....  could play a role....  could become pure evil....  and....  tell everyone....  tell the devil....  tell zeus....  that he was going to decieve the soldiers of love....  and....  that lucifer was asleep inside of love....  and....  he would go the the other side....  that he would be the inside man....  with the soldiers of love....  and....  they would bring love here as a baby....  and....  lucifer would wake up....  go to tacoma....  take his clothes off....  so that they could find him....  and.... put thier death machine on him....  and....  he could steal this world for zeus....

but....

eye like to hope....  that the lyrics are correct....  and.... lucifer....  my ghost....  became pure evil....  to deceive zeus....  to deceive the devil....  so that he could get him to trust him....  and....  eye like to HOPE that love is inside my heart....  AND....  love will wake up....  and....  love will be able to tame lucy....  if you let her into my mind....  that eye WILL win the battle....  that she will become a shade of gray....  that she will become a touch of gray....  and....  my heart will REMAIN pure and white as ivory....  that the GOOD within me....  will overcome the EVIL within me....  

eye sure do love the evil songs better than the good songs....  BUT....  does that mean that the EVIL within me will prevail....  eye THINK not....  it is time for me to fight the jihad within myself....  it is time to see if eye can OVERCOME the demons and devils within myself....  who will prevail....  

have eye left the world behind....  at box car south....  did eye leave it behind....  at box car south....  am eye lowering the bar....  am eye lowering the risk for everyone....

now....  you see....  there is an entirely different risk here....  when the original lucifer wakes up....  will his memories be erased....  will eye have taken him back to the day....  when he was your golden boy....  IF....  he only has angels....  and....  no shadows....  he can ONLY go up....  RIGHT....  he can ONLY take these people to heaven....  he can only take these people to safety....  and....  if eye only have shadows....  eye can only go down....  to hell....  and....  if you give me an empty world....  eye am only putting the dead at risk....  who are all ready dead....  if eye give them to the devil....  it will not matter....  because....  they already belong to the devil....  right....  then....  once eye get there....  if eye become lucifer....  you can leave me there....  but....  if eye overcome lucy....  then....  you can send the angels....  to lift us out of hell....  

seems to me....  like this MIGHT be a safe plan....  for everyone involved....  and....  if the original lucifer wakes up.... and....  he IS evil....  you can hold him hostage in heaven....  he will have no power....  right....  eye will have all the power....  and....  eye will be in hell....  you will NOT let me out of hell....  unless....  eye have OVERCOME lucy....  unless....  you have seen her.... turn....  from black.... to grey....  the new yin and yang....  gray and white....  NOT....  black and white....  the good side of bad....  remains....  not the EVIL side of bad....  no torture....  no deciet....  no slavery....  no revenge....  no sorrow....  no lying....  except maybe....  white lies....  

now....  here is another question....  what if you send all the evil fucks home....  and....  eye have dismantled all the bombs....  and....  all the good people are the only ones that remain in this world....  and.... lucy wakes up and tears all the good people apart....  have you thought about that....  anyone....

no....  really....  there are sooooooo many fucking options here....  eye like to THINK that lucifer deceived all of the evil shits....  but....  what if eye am wrong....  what if it is the other way around....  because....  the way eye see things....  blue decieved the dykes of the NOT so gentle race....  and....  what about love....  he deceived the soldiers of love....  he broke their line....  

can lucy come out and play today....  eye am tired of people calling me small....

eye NEED to runaway to mars....

today is....  april eleventh....

today....  she is telling me....  eye need to....  runaway to mars....

today.... she is telliing me....  eye need to....  runaway to mars....  again....  

please let me runaway to mars....  today....