eye INSIST on MY team....
the gray team.... is there a gray team.... if there is.... then... eye do NOT know what color to be....
but....
if there is not.... eye want to be the gray team.... the middle color.... the color that is dead.... the color that is in the middle.... of.... black and white....
so.... remember....
my songs know what you did in the dark....
and...
my songs know who should be on my team....
now....
these are ONLY guesses.... after all.... that is really all eye am doing here....
playing a guessing game....
the chapters contained in this section.... are MY best guesses.... of who eye WANT on my team....
also.... eye WANT to look back.... eye am GONNA look back.... eye am gonna REQUEST that certain people return from my past....
do NOT come.... do NOT join me....
UNLESS....
you agree to MY plan....
you are willing to help me die.... you are willing to set me free....
you are NOT made of greed....
you are willing to let me be.... quarterback AND coach AND owner....
and....
most importantly.... do NOT come.... UNLESS.... you are WILLING to.... speak to me....
eye NEED to call all MY ladies out....
today is.... february fifth....
today.... she says.... we are ALL inside this.... team....
today.... she says.... eye need to call all MY ladies out.... then.... eye need to bring MY boys in....
we are ALL inside this team.... we are tired of being told to throw our hands in the air....
we live in cities you will never see on the screen.... not very pretty.... but we sure know how to run things....
eye NEED a season....
today.... is february third....
today..... she says eye need a season.... because.... seasons do NOT fear the reaper....
preferably.... the winter.... because..... eye want to leave them alll.... severed.....
and.....
she says.... eye am aligned to the winter....
heading to the brewing market now.....
eye NEED madness....
today is.... april tenth....
today.... she.... is asking.... madness.... to join the fight....
this is the perfect month for you to join us.... right in the middle of march madness....
eye NEED the sun to work FOR me....
now the sun is keeping me alive....
once eye climbed an ivory tower.... so eye could worship from above.... and....
when eye climbed down to be set free.... she just took me in again....
once eye dug an early grave.... to find a better land.... she just laughed at me.... and.... took her blues back again....
they call her the.... big hard sun.... because....
she leave the shadows.... on.... one tree hill.... and.... she leaves NO shadows.... only scars carved in stone....
so....
maybe the shadows will help me....
you see....
eye NEED the sun to work FOR me....
poseidon is working for me now.... so....
now.... eye just need to figure out how to get the sun to work FOR me....
eye NEED the hollow moon....
today is.... april fourteenth....
today.... she is telling to run away to the.... hollow moon....
it is time to runaway for a couple of years.... just to prove eye have never been free....
they will NEVER find me here.... they will NEVER find me here....
eye will be watching from the center of the hollow moon....
eye have foiled another teams plans....
lucy and eye will take it from here....
none of you expected this.... did you....
the outsiders stole me from the insiders today....
so....
eye need to break away from the outsiders....
and....
it is time to.... runaway to the hollow moon.... LUCY.... where NOBODY can find me....
it is time for me tor runaway for a couple of years.... just to prove that eye nave NEVER been ffree....
you are ALL so fucking slimmy.... NONE.... of you want to help.... ME..... you only want to USE me.... ASSHOLES....
you should ALL be fuckig ashamed of yourselves.... ALL OF YOU....
you ALL came down to the floor.... to harrass me.... to fight over me.... you are all.... fighting for my love....
now.... eye have left you there.... ON THE FLOOR.... good luck with that....
once eye get to the center of the hollow moon.... eye need to be unmovable....