eye INSIST on MY team....
the gray team.... is there a gray team.... if there is.... then... eye do NOT know what color to be....
but....
if there is not.... eye want to be the gray team.... the middle color.... the color that is dead.... the color that is in the middle.... of.... black and white....
so.... remember....
my songs know what you did in the dark....
and...
my songs know who should be on my team....
now....
these are ONLY guesses.... after all.... that is really all eye am doing here....
playing a guessing game....
the chapters contained in this section.... are MY best guesses.... of who eye WANT on my team....
also.... eye WANT to look back.... eye am GONNA look back.... eye am gonna REQUEST that certain people return from my past....
do NOT come.... do NOT join me....
UNLESS....
you agree to MY plan....
you are willing to help me die.... you are willing to set me free....
you are NOT made of greed....
you are willing to let me be.... quarterback AND coach AND owner....
and....
most importantly.... do NOT come.... UNLESS.... you are WILLING to.... speak to me....
eye NEED sister christian....
today is.... april fifteenth....
today.... eye need.... sister christian....
eye NEED the electric lady....
today is.... april fourteenth....
today.... eye need the.... electric lady....
eye NEED she talks to angels....
today is.... march twentyninth....
today.... eye need.... she talks to angels....
will you come and find me.... eye need someone to talk to angels for me.... because.... they will NOT speak to me....
eye NEED maria....
today is.... march twentyninth....
today.... eye need.... maria....
today.... eye need you to come to my house.... please.... do not take your clothes off this time....
that was someone elses plan.... that was never my plan....
eye do NOT want you to go to the mental hospital this time....
eye do NOT want to go to the mental hospital with you this time....
where they can trap us.... where they can control us....
please.... knock on my door this time.... come see me in a coffee shop this time....
you see.... they have an advantage over us.... eye will not recognize you this time.... they can send an imposter this time....
will you come to me.... eye am certain.... eye will be able to figure out who the REAL maria is....
unlike.... mountain shadow.... who has NO fucking clue.... eye am pretty good at reading the signs....
eye NEED cold hard bitch....
today is.... april sixteenth....
today.... eye need.... cold hard bitch....